I'm at a loss for words somehow. I never quite understood why I have the seeming proclivity to sabotage myself time and time again. Someone suggested that it's human nature to do such. I think there's a deeper issue that's been unresolved--something I've yet to understand. But it's finally happened. This is what I've wanted all this time andI've finally gotten what I want, yet somehow--unbeknownst to me, I feel disconcerted. I'm not sure why; nevertheless, it's due time to make room for new people. A friend of mine, TJ, whom I've recently just gotten re-acquainted with, said 'Well you're in my life now and I plan to put in the extra effort into our friendship and let my actions do the talking.' I'm still going to have my guards up for a very long time though.
On another note, with the new year in place, I'm sensing there'll be a handful of new people making their way into my life. And I can't wait to meet them.
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My best friend was right. And I'm getting closer to finally obtaining what I want... =)
But in the meantime... I think this song appropriately suits the mood/current state of mind I'm in...
I used to listen to this song back in the day when I was still in that grungy/disgruntled/emotional phase back in high school, even though this song does not really contain much of a grungy/disgruntled undertone, needless to say it still evokes plenty of emotions. I loved this song then, and I still love it today.
...And oh any man who can rock a guitar can def. rock my world ;)
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